Olympik di Beijing
>> Monday, June 30, 2008
Wow.. Malaysia also have Olympic song.. Miss home very much!
Friendship Management
I always though I can manage stress pretty well especially I like to work under stressful and competitive environment. Besides, I am not a sensitive person, therefore, I don't really aware my personal feeling and even people around me.
This week is quite tiring for me since it is a week before National Conference and change over for my current team. I really appreciate the relation we have built up a very special relationship. After high school, I have been moving a lot of place and meeting a lot of people. It ends up I don't really have much "best friend" or "close friend". Most of the time, the relationship won't last for more than a year. The only friendships that I really appreciate are the group of buddies from Chinese Orchestra. No matter where am I, no matter how long it has been away, every time I met them, it just make me feel so warm.
After a year working together with a group of five people, we have achieved a lot in these twelve months. Today I came to the end of our term. I have the expectation they are the only few people who know me and I can be comfortable with in NZ. Today, I am very tired since I could get much sleep for a week. My temperature become very bad and very impatient. I think I create stress to the people around me without realizing it. I suddenly realise that no matter how close the people around you think they are, you still need to be very careful.
Finding a person you can 100% comfortable and be honest is not that easy. Even you think it is, sometime you just can't go too far...
(I just watched the Lang Tengah video. It brought up a lot of memories when you hang out with a group of people you don't have to worry about how you act, what you should say, you can be totally comfortable and happy with. You just need to be yourself. I know I missed out a lot. I hope I can go on a trip with you guys once again! No matter how many years later, I believe it will be good and crazy!)
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This week is quite tiring for me since it is a week before National Conference and change over for my current team. I really appreciate the relation we have built up a very special relationship. After high school, I have been moving a lot of place and meeting a lot of people. It ends up I don't really have much "best friend" or "close friend". Most of the time, the relationship won't last for more than a year. The only friendships that I really appreciate are the group of buddies from Chinese Orchestra. No matter where am I, no matter how long it has been away, every time I met them, it just make me feel so warm.
After a year working together with a group of five people, we have achieved a lot in these twelve months. Today I came to the end of our term. I have the expectation they are the only few people who know me and I can be comfortable with in NZ. Today, I am very tired since I could get much sleep for a week. My temperature become very bad and very impatient. I think I create stress to the people around me without realizing it. I suddenly realise that no matter how close the people around you think they are, you still need to be very careful.
Finding a person you can 100% comfortable and be honest is not that easy. Even you think it is, sometime you just can't go too far...
(I just watched the Lang Tengah video. It brought up a lot of memories when you hang out with a group of people you don't have to worry about how you act, what you should say, you can be totally comfortable and happy with. You just need to be yourself. I know I missed out a lot. I hope I can go on a trip with you guys once again! No matter how many years later, I believe it will be good and crazy!)
June Update
>> Monday, June 23, 2008
It has been a long time I didn’t update my blog. These two months are another interesting period in my life. Here are some updates about my life for last two months:
Moving houses and being poor I have been moving nearly every single month. Since April, I have moved three different friends’ place. Today, I am going to do my second last moved to David’s place for our pre-meeting of July conference. To be honest, it is very exhausted.
Moving houses and being poor I have been moving nearly every single month. Since April, I have moved three different friends’ place. Today, I am going to do my second last moved to David’s place for our pre-meeting of July conference. To be honest, it is very exhausted.
Besides, although I am earning a reasonable amount of money, I need to save up for Brazil trip in August. It is an abuse for me. However, it is my choice.
Dad’s surgery It was a hard time for me. Especially, mum didn’t tell me until I found it from Jia Qian. It was not a good feeling. Until today I still feel guilty about this. I know I could not do anything now, except be the best of what I have chosen. Dad and Mum, thanks for all the freedom you both have given it to me. I won’t disappoint you. And hopefully after this surgery, your health is getting better.
Sister’s education Finally, my sister has finished her first year study and she is going to UK in September. I don’t know why I am so excited about this even more than the time I came to NZ. I hope after two years I am able to pay my parent’s UK trip to her graduation.
An ending and a beginning One more week, I need to say goodbye to my current team. It is an amazing team experience. I could not expect any better. I am so glad I didn’t quit at that difficult time. I didn’t experience the no-one-can-be-replaced relationship for a very long time. Thanks guys! On the other hand, I am going to experience another team experience, a seven people team. I am looking forward to it, I believe it will be another amazing year.
Dad’s surgery It was a hard time for me. Especially, mum didn’t tell me until I found it from Jia Qian. It was not a good feeling. Until today I still feel guilty about this. I know I could not do anything now, except be the best of what I have chosen. Dad and Mum, thanks for all the freedom you both have given it to me. I won’t disappoint you. And hopefully after this surgery, your health is getting better.
Sister’s education Finally, my sister has finished her first year study and she is going to UK in September. I don’t know why I am so excited about this even more than the time I came to NZ. I hope after two years I am able to pay my parent’s UK trip to her graduation.
An ending and a beginning One more week, I need to say goodbye to my current team. It is an amazing team experience. I could not expect any better. I am so glad I didn’t quit at that difficult time. I didn’t experience the no-one-can-be-replaced relationship for a very long time. Thanks guys! On the other hand, I am going to experience another team experience, a seven people team. I am looking forward to it, I believe it will be another amazing year.
Another cycle My life in these two three years is like a cycle. From making decision – changing decision – stress – new life – very excited. I have gone through half of the cycle in last 6 months, now I am going to experience the happy side of the cycle. Yesterday, I was so excited because I suddenly have the idea about my goal for the next twelve months.
I am looking forward to move down to Wellington in 7th of July. A new life, city, house, job and a group of new people ….. and a new goal of the year... start another fabulous year
ps: thanks for everyone who went through all the tought time me. Although I am not good at showing my appreciation, I hope you will know!
pss: w.mei, I will email you once I have my home address. I am wonder what am I going to receive :)
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pss: w.mei, I will email you once I have my home address. I am wonder what am I going to receive :)
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