Back to Malaysia

This is the second weeks in Malaysia after I came back from Auckland. It is good to be at home, meeting old friends, watching Astro, having dinner at home, driving around, etc. I really enjoyed it. However, the life is getting boring. I start worry about the time back to New Zealand and my future.

To be honest, I am not willing to go back Auckland just to finish the AIESEC term and working part time. First, I don't enjoy the life in New Zealand anymore; second, I am wasting my time and money. However, it is my responsible. I always think I am wasting my time in the past four months since I only took one subject in University and the rest of the time I have contributed to AIESEC. I didn't enhance my skills and knowledge. Therefore, I am not sure should I still spending my another half year in this way. I want to make a difference but not under the environment I don't like.

This afternoon, my parent and I went to visit their business partner. He is a big person in my parent business. He was asking me if I want to work in JP Morgan in Singapore and he could arrange it for me. However, I could not make a decision. It is because I don't like Singapore. It is too near to Malaysia and too small. However, who will give up the opportunity to work in JP Morgan in Singapore, an important finance market in Asia?

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Due to make my holiday more meaningful, I have bought two new books. I start reading "the under cover economist". Last weekend, we were discussing why the economic of Malaysia seems quite bad, however, you realise that everything has getting more expensive, the new shopping mall is opening one by one but the salary was not inccreasing, the economic is not balance. I am curious, hopefully I could understand more after reading this book.

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Going back...

Yesterday I have finished my very last paper in my degree after three and the half years. In other words, I am going to graduate soon. It took one year longer than original plan. 爸，我终于毕业了！(Dad, I finally graduate!)

It has came to the end of the year. It always the happiest time in the last three years. It just because I could go back home during this time, the warmest in the world.

Next week, I will back to Malaysia, my home. Seven days...

Home and family mean a lot to me now after these three years away from home most of the time. I appreciated the time I can go back home especially my dad health is not stable from the last two years. I always feel so guilty that I always not at home and could not give them the support. I plan to do as much as I can in the next two months and spend most of the time with you.

Tomorrow, I have to start looking for part-time job for 2008. It will be the last six months in New Zealand. Then, I will move forward... another experiences are waiting for me...

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My last four months

It has been four months since the last time I updated my blog. Some people have asked me why you didn’t update your blog for a long time? Why? Just I didn’t feel like.

The last four months were very different experience and stage in my life. There were a lot things have happened.

The lonely…
The lonely part is after I came back to New Zealand, I have to live by myself. I really don’t like it although it is such a nice apartment. It is just because I felt very boring and lonely. It reminds me that how good was my life last year. Every time I met Yohei, we both missed the 13D and 13E so much. It was the best time for me in New Zealand. However, every thing has changed.

The most memorable …
It has to be my Turkey trip. I went to Turkey in August for AIESEC International Conference. Although it could not meet my expectation, I had the very first chance to go to Europe. Turkey is a really amazing place, it is very different from the place I have been (although it is not that many). However, due to lack of money and time, I could not travel around. I must travel there again.

The happiest and most achievable moment…
It is my Executive Board (EB) team in AIESEC. Somehow, we become a very good team and the bonding is amazing. I am glad that I run for this position. We achieved a lot just in four months. It remind me the time when I was the president of Chinese Orchestra. We worked hard, played hard, laugh and cry together...

The hardest…
Again, a decision time is coming. I have to make decision for next year, should I start my career finding a job, or should I apply for Member Committee position of AIESEC New Zealand. This problem has bothered me since I came back from Turkey. I have thought a lot but until now I still could not make up my mind and make a decision. It is the hardest decision in my life so far. I have talked to a lot of people, I have done a lot of analysis, but…
I am waiting for the moment, which I can make the decision and a decision that I won’t regret.

Now, I am looking forward to finish my last exam and going back to Malaysia for two months. Of course, the most exciting is going to Japan during X’mas and New Year Eve. ☺

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